There's no place like home

It' christmas. Yes, it is. Christmas day! It's christmas everywhere. It's already Christmas in my country (Philippines). While me and my family are waiting for the clock to tick at 12. Then it's the 25th day of december.

Just few hours to go... But wait, why I can't feel the presence of Christmas? Where's the essence that I'm looking and longing for? Oh..

So here I am, my tummy is full, my gifts are opened, laying on my bed waiting for 12 o'clock. *sighs
Everybody wants to experience "White" christmas. Most especially those people that is from a country that don't experience snow. Those people from a warm country or so. Honestly speaking here... White christmas ain't cool. I feel so lonely for some reasons. I'm happy because I have the best family. We have lots of food served at the table, I received lots of gifts, but wait.. Is that what really christmas is?

I don't know... I miss christmas. The christmas in my country. The way we usually spend our christmas in our country. I can't really explain what I feel right now and last year. But.. Ugh, there's something missing.

I miss being busy and meeting lots of lots of lots of people and relatives in this season. On this occasion. I miss how I used to feel the essence of christmas. It seems like... It's incomplete. I don't know. How I wish I can fly to my country even just for two days.. The 24th and the 25th of december. I miss the warm hearted people in my country. I miss how sweet Filipinos are. I miss my home country. There's no place like home.

It's snowing whole day too. It's like what the heck... What's happenning? Can't go out and play outside because it's too cold. It's too dark. *sighs! Until when will it be?

My emotions are so mixed. I miss someone I shouldn't miss as of the moment. I never expect that I'll be longing after that person this day. But I honestly slash unexpectedly miss you. And I know... Tomorrow is another day. :)


HAPPY CHRISTMAS PEEPS! Hope we are all happy! <3


Xoxo, Jusz! <3